A Song of the Day Kind of Blog. Chronic pain & cupcakes, too.

26th November 2009

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Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy Thanksgiving!

23rd November 2009

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22nd November 2009

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The Truth About Writing and About Life

halfwaytoeverywhere:


“It goes against the American storytelling grain to have someone in a situation he can’t get out of, but I think this is very unusual in life. There is the implication that if you just have a little more energy, a little more fight, the problem can always be solved. This is so untrue it makes me want to cry—or laugh.” -Kurt Vonnegut

21st November 2009

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18th November 2009

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I have been thinking about these all day and wishing I could have some!

I have been thinking about these all day and wishing I could have some!

17th November 2009

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17th November 2009

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On Feeling Too Much

Sometimes I just miss being able to curl up in a ball and rest. I miss jumping onto the couch and rolling around and not worrying about my next move. I miss being able to dance without hesitation and sit without consequence. I miss the feeling of not feeling every step I take. I miss the warmth of the sun and the comfort of a bubble bath. I miss the sense of contentment that comes from fulfilling a craving. I miss laughing with my whole body. I miss “feeling” like me.

But I have a bed that welcomes me when I am able to relax. And I can dance with caution, which is better than not dancing at all. And I can laugh as loud as I want, as long as I am careful. I can close my eyes and dream of a pain-free utopia, but still be relieved to open them and realize that a smile from him is better than any dream I could ever conceive.

They say I feel too much. My nerves are sensitive and raw, both inside and out. But I’ll always feel love more than pain. And one day, when love eclipses my pain completely, I’ll be ready to dance without caution and all the nervous hesitation will disappear. And I’ll laugh with my whole body and smile at him, knowing we both felt the same all along, in our very own utopia.

13th November 2009

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I need to eat this.
cupcakejunkie:

Vanilla cupake with a white chocolate ganache glaze and white chocolate/milk chocolate buttermilk swirl. Topped with a square of white chocolate. (via LittleMissCupcakeParis)
I need to eat this.

I need to eat this.

cupcakejunkie:

Vanilla cupake with a white chocolate ganache glaze and white chocolate/milk chocolate buttermilk swirl. Topped with a square of white chocolate. (via LittleMissCupcakeParis)

I need to eat this.

10th November 2009

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This was hand-delivered to me at work today!

This was hand-delivered to me at work today!

7th November 2009

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Great view of Orlando at the Orlando Film Festival&#8217;s Afterglow Party.

Great view of Orlando at the Orlando Film Festival’s Afterglow Party.

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